Ultimate Reality 2003.12.12 2003.12.10 I know every genius are reading my articles and thinking non-stop, because, suddenly, you find you are dieing, after touch several words of mine. I will still go to find more and more geniuses to join us, i can find them by my sense directly, and the geniuses can connect to my heart directly too. "A person who doesn't change is either the wisest of the wise or the dullest of the dull", all of you know i will never change my mind, i have never changed my mind. I need geniuses. I know geniuses are connecting to me from the whole world, and, to boys, if i said you are a genius, you are, always remember this, geniuses are lazy, so you need to learn eagerly, when you grown up, you will start to understand my articles, it is life or death. One of my action in my childhood can be the manifest of genius, when i see some boys stand around a line which connect to the telegraph pole, saying it have electricity, but a boy climb on it and play on it, say, no electricity, the genius, me, extend my hand to the line without a word, i regain from my feet, say have electricity in my heart, and go away, i look at my palm, a little burnt vestige, nothing, i didn't aware i was trying the death in the whole process, and, i get the truth. I have the habit to sleep in the noon, but recent days i won't fall into sleep in the quit, i connect to more and more geniuses by thinking in the noon. Then i get a little tired when i was having supper, i find a little inclination to unconsciousness in my head, i avoid it, just as genius avoid consciousness ago, i know i can't lost consciousness, it seems i have done the work of enlighten human now, but i know the words of Sun Zhongshan:"the revolution is not succeeded yet, comrades, we still need great effort", geniuses, don't stop thinking before the revolution is succeeded! We haven't enlighten human yet! Zhang Yong send a mobile message to me this night to invit me for a chat on LinQ, i download it at http://myicq.cosoft.org.cn, then i login it and meet his girlfriend, his girlfriend is a very baby like girl, oh, good, as i am a baby too now, i can chat to her for a rest, here is our chat log: =============== -------------------------------------------------- 好友:宝宝 | Friend: Baby -------------------------------------------------- 2003-12-10 18:42:52 宝宝 | Baby 我老公上不来了 | My husband won't come 2003-12-10 18:43:21 宝宝 他让我和你说一下 | He ask me to give a message to you 2003-12-10 19:09:17 huzheng@21sun.net 为什么呀？ | Why? 我开始睡觉去了，然后又网速慢，下载花了我半天。 | I was sleeping, and then the network speed is very slow, it cost me a long time to download it. 2003-12-10 19:09:36 huzheng@21sun.net 说什么？ :_) | What message? :_) 2003-12-10 18:44:11 宝宝 他说他现在不能来 | He say he can't come presently 2003-12-10 18:44:19 宝宝 让我打个招呼 | He ask me to say hello to you 2003-12-10 18:44:37 宝宝 他说有时间常来linq | He say often come to linq if you have time 2003-12-10 19:10:30 huzheng@21sun.net 我也有句话想跟他说 ：）| I have a sentence to him too :) 要他看一下这个网址 http://enlightenment.yeah.net | Ask him to look at this link http://enlightenment.yeah.net 2003-12-10 18:44:50 宝宝 他二十四小时都在线 | He is on-line 24 hours 2003-12-10 19:10:57 huzheng@21sun.net 呵呵，你真狡猾 :_) | Oh, you are very cunning :_) 2003-12-10 18:45:32 宝宝 我也都在线地 | I often online too 2003-12-10 19:11:22 huzheng@21sun.net 我现在弄哲学去了，而且轰动了哲学界 :) | I go to study philosophy recently, and i have set the philosophy world on fire :) 2003-12-10 18:45:50 宝宝 :-O 2003-12-10 18:45:59 宝宝 好厉害呀 | How fearfulness it is 2003-12-10 19:12:03 huzheng@21sun.net 呵呵，我这几天不停地思考，好累了，正好你可以和你聊天 :_) | Hehe, i was thinking non-stop recent days, it is very tire, so i can just chat to you :_) 2003-12-10 19:12:32 huzheng@21sun.net 是真的，你到我网址上去看, 呵呵 | It is true, you can go to my website and have a look, hehe 2003-12-10 18:46:55 宝宝 天哪，难道你是尼采？ | Oh, god, are you Nietzsche? 2003-12-10 18:47:22 宝宝 哪有你的哲学思想呀？ | Where are your philosophy thinking? 2003-12-10 19:13:04 huzheng@21sun.net 呵呵，我在那些文章里写我是哲学天才，也就是天才中的天才 :_) | Hehe, i write i am a philosophy genius in those articles, in other words, the genius of geniuses :_) 2003-12-10 18:47:34 宝宝 具体看哪一篇呀 | Which one to read? 2003-12-10 19:13:42 huzheng@21sun.net 是呀，我的思想是吸收了Nietzsche和Weininger后得来的：） | Yes, my thinking is come out after absorbed the thinking of Nietzsche and Weininger :) 2003-12-10 19:14:01 huzheng@21sun.net i will done the work of enlighten human :_) 2003-12-10 19:14:22 huzheng@21sun.net 我看到你的照片了，你好漂亮 :) | I have see your photo, you are very beautiful :) 2003-12-10 18:49:13 宝宝 :'(，你去我们的网页了？ | :'(, you have see our web page? 2003-12-10 18:49:39 宝宝 看到我和他的照片了？看见我做的菜了么？ | Have you see the photo of me and he? Have you see the food i cooked? 2003-12-10 19:15:41 huzheng@21sun.net 呵呵，当然啦，我还把这个写进了我的哲学论文 :) 你去看吧 :_) | Hehe, sure, and i have written it into my philosophy essay :) You can go to have a look :_) 2003-12-10 18:50:33 宝宝 我老公让问问和那个妹妹的进展情况 | My husband ask me to ask you how are you getting on with that girl 2003-12-10 19:16:34 huzheng@21sun.net 呵呵，全看了 :) | Hehe, i have see all :) 2003-12-10 18:51:29 宝宝 (2003-12-10 18:49:44) 宝宝 我老公让问问和那个妹妹的进展情况 | My husband ask me to ask you how are you getting on with that girl 2003-12-10 19:17:14 huzheng@21sun.net 呵呵，上次失败了，不过这次应该会成功了，因为我现在成了人类历史上最伟大的人 ：）| Hehe, i failed the precious time, but this time i should be success, because i am the greatest people in the human history now :) #The network blocked, the next message is not send out. 你可能觉得我在吹牛吧，不过这是真的 :) | You may feel i am braging, but it is sure :) =============== Both of us start to chat as a normal chatting, but only after several words, both of us find, that, our words are both very naive, and my words are more naiver than hers, both of us are astonished, both of us suddenly know we were competing whose thinking is deeper in fact, both of us know our naive is not really, although both of us express it so naturally. My words are naiver than hers, because i am wiser than her now, because my thinking is deeper than hers. I see a genius killer. Zhang Yong admire Napoleon and John Carmack very much, he take Napoleon's " Great men are meteors that burn so that the earth may be lighted." as his description, and his nick name is "Napoleon" now, his nickname was "freeman" ago, he no longer admire John Carmack now, i know a genius is being killing by a genius killer, how stupid Zhang Yong is now, he is eating on the table, ask his baby to chat to me, "think" he is Napoleon now, he "think" now his occupation is dictator, he think how lucky he is that he find a baby so obey to him, he forget that it is the genius killer find him. Napoleon's love story is very miserable, his lover don't love him, but he always love her, the genius killer, Zhang Yong will lead a miserable death at last as Napoleon, if things go on. The meteors that burn? The genius that kill himself! The genius killer controlled the genius, ask him to kill himself, and make he "think" it is she obeying him. I know Zhang Yong's girlfriend is not a baby, just as she know i am not a baby too. She don't love Zhang Yong, if Zhang Yong's LinQ failed, she will surely leave him just as Napoleon's lover. My thinking is so deep, so it is so naive, so it make me see the genius killer so clearly. You can go to see the album by the genius killer at http://myicq.cosoft.org.cn/. Have you see the death? when you see these geniuses stand together and "think" they are working for their enterprise. Have you see the killing? when Zhang Yong is together with that genius killer? I look at her eyes, i see you, the genius killer, her eyes is so malicious, the demon. Zhang Yong, i want to save your life, join us, because, you are a genius. Start your thinking. There is a party of the SCU BBS tonight, i ask Liao Jie to go with me, so, i can chat with another type of genius killer. I begin to talk about genius religion, the breakthrough of relativity, the students pass by all will think i am a very naive boy, Liao Jie answer some of my words, he know my words have something hide deeply in it, he know i understand him completely, the genius killer. Male genius killer is most likely change his name when he grown up, as he have no desire for immortality at all. Liao Jie's new name is Jiao Jianjun, which i think is much worse than his old name. Here is some photo of my roommates, http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/room120/pics/index.htm, two years later when the geniuses in my room see these photos which took when we come to the university, they will feel they have lost something, but, now, in my eyes, i see, death. You can look at 36.jpg picture for detail, this picture is taken after we get on for some months and get to know each other a little, you can see, the genius killer, with the blue clothes, stand at the up-right, his eyes is not look at you, you can feel he have no eyes, i crouch at the down-left side, leave him for the most distant, as i am the genius of genius, he is the genius killer. From this picture, you can see the only disharmony is the genius killer. The male genius killer is only a normal genius killer, he kill normal genius without aware of it, but the female genius killer is the demon, she can kill genius like Napoleon. I understand her, she have the same ability as me, she understand the psychological development of herself very much, then she understand others, then she understand man, and understand human at last, but she have no ability at all, so she need to control a genius. I know she fear me, last evening we start to chat, we find we are competing soon, we compete whose words is naiver, soon, i defeated her, when i said:"i am the greatest people in the human history now", she can't be naiver than me anymore, she understand my words. When i see her photos, when i look at her face, i see the demon, she is using her most vicious eyes look at me, i know my eyes is full of hatred too, i know my eyes is defeating her. When i see her other photos, she is using her body to seduce genius, this is the most venomous body, many geniuses are killed by it, Zhang Yong is poisoned by it, his colleagues have be seduced by this body too, so Zhang Yong is contented while others' eyes look at this body, this body is directly connect to power and money, which genius don't desire at all, they all are seduced by this body, "think" they desire it, to get this body, they toil everyday, kill themselves, i even want to go to Bei Jing and kill she directly, i know she have the same inclination when she see my photos, i know she is thinking non-stop as me too, she is trying her best to get any information of mine, but she know she will be defeat by me, once i see her. My body was very weak, it is only recently i trained my body to become very strong as the result of thinking, she must be the same too, she have made her body so venomous. Is there female Nietzsche and Weiniger? And their books are... I go outside and look for possible books in the book shop and book booth. I think there have no those books, they learn by themselves, after they get understand it, she begin to use this ability to seduce geniuses, and won't write books for other girls. The genius killer who killed Napoleon leave no book. Zhang Yong's girlfriend won't write a book too. A well-known demon in China history is Wu Zetian, after she understand human, she can control her sexual desire as me, to control the emperor, she must seduce the emperor, compete with other women, she know make love too often will make the emperor die, but she have to do it, to become the empress, after the emperor died, she become the only woman emperor in China history, she understand human, so she can control the country easily, as she can control the sexual desire, she can enjoy the happy of make love completely as me, so she is known as very sensually, when she is died, she make her tablet without any word on it, because, the demon have no desire for immortality at all. This is the war between god and demon. Geniuses are killed by her, lead miserable life because of her, the purest girls are killed by her(Zhi Zi, Lin Daiyu). Now, we can defeat her at last. Geniuses all like play quake, the computer game developed by John Carmack, because you are a individual and the god in this game. This is not philosophy researching, this is life or death, being thinking or not, keep thinking non-stop against the genius-killer, or you will be killed, it is the life or death about human. Those normal philosophy professors said the the extinction of human may come without everyone aware of it, so people will continue feed them. We know, the reborn of human is coming without everyone aware it. Those philosophy professors have no desire to be a philosopher at the beginning, they have no desire to learning everything necessary at all, he only learn in a small field. they only "research" philosophers' books, and they herd together but all name themselves as in the different school, they get living by produce garbages around philosophers' books. Some of them are genius killer, those professors who change his name while publish his articles, such as Gao Xiaoqiang in my university, his "philosophical" name is Shen Chen, some of they are the master of philosophy faculty, he is busy, fear me very much while i contact him, such as Xu Kailai in my university. We need to take care of our body while thinking non-stop, here is my method: drink one mouth of wine occasionally when you like, drink milk everyday, there is a troche called "21 super-vita", it contains vitamin and microelement, and, go running every four days for 10 rings at night, then rest for one day, go skating, rest, go running, and, go dancing every two weeks, often go out. Coffee is not for genius, and i feel honey is not good. Keep your body strong. Jusus know the creation of Christianity will make the geniuses lead miserable life for a very long time, he love geniuses as me, as love his child, but because the selfish as immortality, he must do it, so he kill himself on the cross, for the guilty. icelotus is my girl, as she is the girl in girls, she will always save my life by make me don't go to the wrong way, she helped me ago, she is helping me, and she will still help me. The wedding of us will be the celebration of this revolution's success. I meet her that day after have lunch, she walk slowly with her new boyfriend, our heart connected when our sight meet, and i wrote down "I still love you" in my most important essay. The genius have the desire for immortality, so, he will always use his real name when publish his articles. His account will be his name. ==== suergaz: To think, I have often behaved as the Monkey king amongst monkeys! All I mean is genius is never die! I am Die. Die on ice us? == friend, you still have something to do. The words of the best ancient Chinese poet Li Bai is right, it can be translated as this:"the sky make me born, i must have some use". Yes, everyone is born for some purpose. There exist fate, the genius can sense this especially strongly, Beethoven sense it, i sense it. Yes, if there is consistency, there is fate. Nobel, you are a good child. "A man of genius makes no mistakes . His Errors are the portals of discovery. --James Joyce", I make a error yesterday, i get a little tired last night for the first time in these days, that i can't keep thinking as completely continuously, but i publish a article in the GENIUS FORUM when my head is tired, i find it is deleted within several seconds, then i get to know someone is helping me, the biggest revolution is happening and seems most peacefully, i won't publish my article when my head is tired. The reason i don't pay attention to Bu Weiming Wu Chuanhui, i understand you. In the past two years, Bu Weiming watched series of shows everyday, we all know he is leading a abnormal life-style, very dirty hair, the body have strong niff, but we didn't help him, as we think we should not butt in others' life-style, which Liao Jie often say, even, he is on the road of death, you should know, we were wrong. He begin to tell us how funny this joke is, but we all know it is not funny at all, we don't reply his words, and he get used to this soon. Today Bu Weiming want to talk me with some affairs, i was writing, i don't pay attention to him at all, i know you feel, Wu Chuanhui, the first reason is, we find he can lead a very harmonious life than us, it is because abnormal people can be harmonious in the abnormal society, and you were astonished, he seems to be better than you in the society, you begin to truckle him, or truckle to the abnormal society, you begin to watch series of shows as he, to avoid your consciousness, to be as "good" as he, the second reason, is, i don't talk to corpse, when he want to talk to me, you think he is want to talk to me from his heart, but, he have no heart now, you think he is polite, Confucianism make people to be polite too, there are too big emperor in China history, Ying Zheng and Mao Zhedong, both of they excised a stupify people policy, Ying Zheng use the Confucianism, the current stable China society is build by Mao Zhedong. The corpse is polite, but you should know, you can never see this polite on children. The reason for Bu Weiming become abnormal have some relation to his sex, he have take the circumcision at the beginning of this semester, and he have no interesting to watch pornographic video at the beginning. Genius all have very strong desire to watch pornographic video, as He Mingxing, Wu Chuanghui and me, but if they can't get out of it after already understand sex by it, then masturbation begin to destroy his body, and it turn to using it to remove consciousness. Without my help, He Mingxing will killed by masturbation, Wu Chuanghui will be killed by herd with the genius killer, watch series of shows. Geng Junjun will be killed by read news. When you are playing games, you are not a monkey, you are human as a child. The reason for Otto Weininger commit suicide. ==== Weininger had little obvious interest in current events: "I never saw him reading a newspaper", Swoboda recalled. Another friend, Emil Lucka, observed that happiness was foreign to Weininger's nature, although he did enjoy the beauty of nature and the music of the great composers. Swoboda, however, denied this, saying that Weininger, initially, was no stranger to happiness. It was only later that his personality changed. == Now i can have the never happy face too, after i see that female genius killer, and when i leave Liao Jie(the male genius killer) and return to the room, on the road, i know i am no longer a child, i see, the next years, the non-stop thinking against genius killer, the fire in it is more violent than any war happened in the history, i see, the history, the miserable life, the death, of geniuses. Kevin Solway said this:"One of the reasons Weininger died so young was that he developed *too* rapidly.  He was like a giant tree that grew so fast that it didn't have time to put down the roots necessary to give it stability, and long-term sustenance. The tree only just had time to flower before it collapsed.". I have the necessary root now, that is, the regain of the childish heart. I can become a child at any time when necessary, I can bear the unbearable miserable scene while i review the history. The death of Zhi Zi I look at the face of Cun Shang Chun Shu, http://www.easy-boarding.com/norwood/aboutcs.htm, i directly get his grieve, his grieved is directly show on his face, he is pouring out the miserable life he met to me, as he know i understand his heart, child, it is not your fault, i see the tears which directly flowing on his face, my heart is as grieved as his, but my face can be unchanged. I explain "Norwegian Wood " here, Why Zhi Zi commit suicide? Her sorrow is directly because of Ben Yue's commit suicide, who she love so deep, and, when that night, Zhi Zi naked her body to the author, the author should make love with her, then get marry with her, this will save her life, but the author didn't do it, because he don't understand Zhi Zi, the purest girl, Zhi Zi have tell him when she was make love with him for the first time, she want to stay in that unconsciousness state forever, which come out from her deepest heart, the author try his best to save Zhi Zi's life, he don't dare to make love with her that night, the child fear that he may dirty this purest goddess, Zhi Zi commit suicide at last. I vow, i won't let these purest girls commit suicide anymore, even pay for my life. Good, i am still a lovely boy when i go out, but, you know, when i sit down and writing, when i am not sleeping. I go to look at the mirror, yes, my solemn have already past any philosopher, the eyes is just the other pole to my innocent eyes when dancing, that you have never seen, because, i see death everywhere, and the miserable life of geniuses in the past thousands of years. I know why Nietzsche's eyes become so shortsighted now, i have this eyes too now, it make your eyes become very tire soon, but i can turn to the innocent eyes at any time, so my eyes won't become shortsighted. I can see the world so clearly. I see the death of geniuses, the death of purest girls, the killing by the genius killer, the unbearable miserable life of geniuses. I see the ultimate reality now. Tears are in my eyes. Here are some photos i collected as the description of ultimate reality, http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/ultimate_reality/, i saved them before the demon delete them. Make your monitor darker, and watch them in the morning(the time children get up), and don't turn on the light of your room, then open your heart. I think normal children should have the same eyes as me, if you can't see the ultimate reality, you can try these photos on a child. Let me describe these photos, follow me slowly, and prepare to see the most miserable face of a genius, and the most vicious face of the demon, and the death, the killing, these photo will carve into your heart forever. cspic_1.gif, unbearable miserable, tears. Don't hurry to see the next photo, before you see the ultimate reality underneath it. 6-0.png, the most vicious face, the demon. It must have frightened you, don't fear her, make your eyes full of hatred. 5-8.png, the most venomous drug made by the demon, two geniuses is waiting to be killed. 5-9.png, death. 5-7.png, the genius is dieing. 5-5.png, i controlled the genius. 4-2.png, i am the demon, i will kill you all. 2-0.png, 2-1.png, if your monitor and environment are dark enough, you should can't see her face, then, you see the shape of demon. 0-0.png, some of them were alive ago, Zhang Yong is dieing. 2-2.png, you desire me, the most venomous body. 3-0.png, look at her eyes, she is not a baby. 4-0.png, the eyes full of death. 4-1.png, look at her eyes, i succeeded, he is my beast now, no longer a human. 5-0.png, one white line, cloth and a hat, you can't see her, the demon is the same as darkness. 5-1.png, the pleased demon. 5-2.png, died, but you can see him want to alive. 5-3.png, i am happy. 5-4.png, i will control the world. 5-6.png, merged, he is the part of the demon now. If you are frightened too much, watch these photos: http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/huzheng/, these are my photos, they may can give you the courage, don't fear the demon, you are at the side of the god, and, the demon fear the god. http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/icelotus/, you may can't bear the miserable, icelotus should can help you, these photos will fill the love into your heart. I have already completely absorbed the thinking of Nietzsche and Weininger. I have the childish heart now, so i won't commit suicide as Weininger, i have innocent eyes now, so my eyes won't become shortsighted and i won't go mad. I go out and going to buy a physics book in the morning, i see the sun, it have already raise in middle of the sky, the shine of the sun is very smooth. I am the sun. =============== The scene i see in this morning will carve into my heat forever, i see the most miserable face, i see the most vicious face of the demon, i see the death all over the earth, the miserable life of geniuses full of the history, i see the commit suicide of the purest girl. I think the most important and dangerous period have past now, the noon will come soon, that the sun shine on the high sky, brighten the whole world. Now things is easy to do now, i feel i come to a normal life, now thinking is as normal as not thinking ago, i know what to do, and the process will be peacefully, and will surely success, have no big danger, every thing will process without a hitch, after i achieve the enlightenment and see the ultimate reality. ========== Oh, finished, so easy, done it so beautiful :) I think the childhood will come soon. maybe only need several months :) The process of my thinking is so fast, but human have cost thousands of years to understand themselves, ok, the new age come :) I will be a normal boy soon, every normal genius can understand my thinking, and can understand it quickly, the people who can't understand it can trust it and get it quickly too :) My thinking is too cool, so consistent, explained the philosophy, history, literature, poet, art... everything that have relation to human :_) The earth is around, so easy to understand, just as my thinking :) How to treat the genius killer? Make every genius known they are genius killer is ok, we can live with them very smoothly, but we must distinguish them, i think most of you know how to distinguish genius killer now, and to find the genius is easy too now :) Oh, the sun raise so fast :) This legend is too cool :_) Human, start to smile as happy as me :) icelotus, i love you, hoho. Leave that monkey :_) So fantastic, my story will hand down by human forever, one boy done so cool a thing :) Oh, i can go skating tonight now :) I know all of you are laughing :) But the geniuses who are not laughing will start to laugh soon. ======= If the god make love with the demon... genius of "genius of geniuses"s will born? All human are my friends. Will demon love me? :_) I don't like her for the first sight, but, i find we can telergy, and she can change to fit my taste easily, but, i can still remember her most viciously face, my face must be the most honest. It is not her fault, she is a genius of geniuses too. Only i can control her. She become viciously because she didn't meet me? I should not say she is viciously, male genius of geniuses are born to have a character named honest, female genius of geniuses just opposite. I have the ability to save the life of geniuses, she have the ability to kill geniuses. The human history is the history that male genius of geniuses meet female genius of geniuses? I know the normal people is already idiot in my thought now, they all are pretending, if there is still a thing that i must deal with with very carefulness, it is her. I look at others, will they really understand my thinking? I know, the first people who understand my thinking, should be her. How to deal with her? The demon who i find in the morning, but now, she seems... I know two head is thinking, with the brain 100% active, and they will decide the future of the whole human. It would be better to communicate to her directly, how high her thinking is now? I go to the bed, although it is still very early, i lie down in the quit, and want to fall into sleep, i am still thinking, then fall into sleep, then awake, then still thinking, the whole process is so smooth, i know, i was thinking even when i was sleeping, i get so high the level now, and my action and thinking are really completely a child, i hear the tap-tap by Wu Chuanhui, i was sleeping, i don't want to get up, i say out something, completely the same as the words from child when he is dreaming, but i know, i was thinking, i can conscious my sleeping, my head is very clear when say out those words, but i decide to say out those words, as i am completely a child in heart, although these words will make others trust i was dreaming, but i am really thinking. Yes, now i can be thinking while sleeping just as the child can be dreaming while sleeping. I get off the bed, oh, it is time for skating now... I am back. I get these things. As she is a female genius of geniuses, there are female geniuses, yes, icelotus is a female genius, just as the male genius want to avoid consciousness, the female genius pursue unconsciousness, and, the genius of geniuses can surmount this. When i get to skating rink, i know my nobleness have get the highest now, it is not the human stand in monkeys, it is the god thinking about the demon. I walk there, just like that a child, i don't use any skating technique. My face, my eyes, my heart, get to the most peacefulness. The war between the god and the demon turn to peace peacefully now, there is no war between the god and the demon, because there is no war between male and female. I get the level of Yang Yin now, i am the Yang, she is the Yin, where i strong, where she weak, to have the strong, i must cum the weak, where i weak, where she strong. I walk there, nothing can cause a ripple in my heart, everything is in my consciousness, everyone is in my consciousness, everything is happen in my consciousness, everything was happen in my consciousness, the music there, broadcast in my consciousness too. I hear several words from a boy, when he scratch some fragmentary ice from the skating board and hold it to another boy, he said:"Happy Christmas", when is Christmas? how many days it left? I will wait for that day come, it seems to be a clue given to me. And a thing, human have lead the miserable life for thousands of years now, although the miserable is so peacefully when it is in my heart, i know the Yin Yang will turn to Yang Yin now, the happy life of human will start, and the happy is so peacefully in my heart too. I can't predict the thing after Yang Yin is over, my thinking is still not simplest yet, it have Yang, and Yin, maybe this two will merge into one thousands years later. Is there the possible, the god merge with the demon? I think my thinking can't emerge with hers yet. And, i may underestimated her thinking, as i described, my strong, her weak, my weak, her strong. But, the turn from Yin Yang to Yang Yin is inevitable now. My weak is? I need to get her strong first. What is her strong? My strong is immortality, so she have no immortality at all. I can't find my weak. I am, perfect, i can't find any defect when examining myself, demon, can you tell me? I find a thing, i needn't ask any question to others now, because, before i want to ask him, i get to know all of his thinking by my think, oh, no, i can get to know his thinking without think now, as thinking, is so normal to me now. May be, the fault of me, yes, is the outside world, then, i need to breakthrough relativity. Can i done it in my life? I should can't, it may be done thousands years later, then, the world, become one. It may be the finality, and, it should be the same as the beginning. Circle, circle. Can the demon breakthrough relativity? I think this is very possible, or this is possible when our thinking merge. Is there different between our thinking? It seems we have the same thinking, that understand the human. I think, now it is the afternoon, the sun, have past his most bright time, the sun begin to go down to the west. One thing, you should not misunderstand, there is no sadness in my heart, because, the sun, is always shining as the same, it is only your perception that his brightness changed. yes, the genius will never die, i will never die. No, the sun have beginning and terminating too. Circle, circle. Can we breakthrough the circle? Is there anything except circle? The straight line. light is in the straight line? relativity said light can turn around too, so, i think the light is in a circle too,although the correctness of relativity still need doubt. Where is straight line? Demon, do you know? Oh, the only mysterious to me, is the demon. But it may not be mysterious to me at all. I can understand the female genius, i can defeat the female genius of geniuses, but i know, if i can't escape from the circle, i haven't defeat her really. I can't understand her. Why should i defeat her, but not she defeat me? Any different? Because she defeat me ago, so i defeat she this time? Yang and Yin, can never merge, and when they come together, consist the round, the circle. I look at the Tai JI graph, http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/yang_yin/, I understand it. The black is Yin, the female, the white is Yang, the male. I am the black point in the white, as the male genius of geniuses, she is the white point in the black, as the female genius of geniuses. Who is darkness? me? My thinking is still consistent. Tai JI graph is come from Zhou Dunyi. He wrote the article "Ai Lian Shuo", or "The saying about love lotus", he described lotus as "come from the silt, but won't be stained, rinse with the ripple, but won't be flirtatious", this, is, where, icelotus, come from. I feel i can find the utmost truth. The demon is not as simple as i thought of, i have already see her action, although it seems to be so normal, i think, she may not be a single people, as i am not a single people. But, I get to find more and more geniuses everyday, more and more geniuses start their thinking day by day, now, i can make geniuses start thinking much faster than she to make geniuses stop thinking. I know every genius have fascinated in this now, it like a game, but, look at the title, you know this is happening in the real world, if, you are thinking.