Western philosophy is merged with Chinese traditional ideology now!
2003.10.30
I know my dangerous, Otto Weininger commit suicide and Nietzsche go mad, although i have past their danger, there must be a danger waiting me, i may be killed by it. I start to send my articles to these philosophers, and i get their reply. I am encouraged by many people in these philosophy forum. I am sure i will be a philosopher. I receive Kevin Solway's reply mail, he helped me a lot, and guile my way. If i was right, according to my ideology, i should get icelotus as my girl friend first, this can confirm my ideology, and after that, she will help me one day as she accepted my ideology completely, after she become my girl friend, rape by me both by mind and body, i can tell my ideology to her then, and she will accept and understand it completely. Do you know why i don't court another girl, these girls will be get by me much easier, but, it is easy to rape her body, but her mind can't be raped by me easily, because she is not so sex-compliment to me, she is not the girl in girl which i can fill my mind to her completely, she is not as clever as icelotus who can accept my ideology, yes, clever on boy, means create, on girl, means accept.

I need to pay some attention of sustenance, or i may be starved in the martix, but if i can bring another boy out of the matrix completely, we can share money(and other things) completely, as we know, money is only used for us to alive in the matrix, the more we are, the less attention we need to pay on the sustenance, it is impossible that we so many boy all be starved to death :) It is lucky, i needn't worry about sustenance at least in the next two years! My family can support money to me in the recent two years at least.

Marriage
I won't go to find a woman and marry with her, i will only trust the girl who i meet when i was only a boy and she was a innocent girl and who is taught by me with my learnings, i will only marry with my girl.

Friends
We are good friends, but we can feel we are going to the different way for everyone's own life, our friendship is not so good as ago, we become communicate seldom and seldom, but after studied philosophy, communicate with our ideology, we become together intimately again, we will be together in our whole life, because we want to do a big thing together in our whole life, we learning different things, but we have the same purpose.

I nearly never talk to others, but when talking with the other genius always have many things to say, i meet Cai Li today, we stay in the table after finished the meal, we stand in the crossroad and talk.

English is so good and so easy a language, especially compare to German :) But i have already know the hardest language, Chinese :_) German is easy to me, i know i can become good at it with in one month, if i change my Linux's locale to German, i can have a very good German environment, but i still haven't so much time to pay on it.

Your girl really don't know how good your these learnings are, she will only know when all of these boys think so, then she trust you are best. So, at first, you only show your excellent to her, it will have none sense to her(it is not her fault, she really don't know this, as i described, woman are mind-less), then you show you excellent to everyone, these boys admire your excellent, then she get to know your excellent. Do you know how to court your girl now? :_)

I really a little sympathize the boy in my room, he is in the matrix(you can sense his never thinking especially when he is eating deliciously, yes, the words of G Shantz helped me, and in the other side, you may agree i am the genius now, i can absorb your idea so quickly, yes, please help me, just as Nietzsche and Otto Weininger's books helped me very much ago, i can easily determine whose philosophy ideology is good now, just by read it quickly, then to see whether my brain start thinking actively), but can't aware it, and leading a miserable life, yes, never thinking life is miserable life, his superficial happy(they can only get these superficial happy when they lean together, none of them can stand up alone), his non-sense whole life(which i can see) make me sympathize him, we were good friends when i didn't get out of the matrix. But it is hard to bring him out of the matrix now, i need to bring these boys who are fighting in the matrix and didn't be poisoned deeply first, when we, who are out of the matrix, become more and more, we can bring more and more boys out of the matrix.

Do you find now? Boy, every thing i said ago, is not joke, is true! I am saying it as i am really thinking it is. I say we are in a matrix, i really mean it is. Why i call your boy? Because now i am talking with you, boy, because these man won't trust me, although he is thinking, he is thinking in the matrix. We need to do everything by ourselves, we these boys(or the man who have got out of the matrix when he was a boy, as i may be these man soon :) ), if the boy is not out of the matrix when he is still a boy, after him grown up and become a man, he have no chance(or very hard) to escape from the matrix then. Yes, our philosophy is super boy philosophy, created by boy, and can only be understood by boys. And, to the man, you, i know you don't trust me, you don't trust my philosophy, but, you can try to give my articles(there still have some Chinese articles that i haven't translated to English, but the essence have already written down in these English articles, i will arrange my articles after i can slow down my writing) to your son, he may understand it, and become a member of genius religion, it should be good for him, after him become a member of genius religion, he can concentrate on her interest, his learning, my philosophy will help him, he can stop his philosophy research, but, if he like, he can still continue researching philosophy, but i will continue researching philosophy in my else life, try to make it more high, so most boy can't past my philosophy level if i can't past it in my else life, man, you can trust me, compare to the 20 age's you, my philosophy level is higher than you, right?

You see, i am archiving my ideology now, i begin to talk with Cai Li, communicate with Tang Hao, to make them believe my ideology, yes, i think my ideology have already be completely matured after written down "genius religion", even i read many more philosophy books in the next years, i can't get more high. What i need to do is to archive my ideology, and only i can do it, because only me is completely out of the matrix presently, only me completely understand the ideology, but, you, after deep reading and deep thinking, will get out of the matrix and understand my ideology completely soon, then you can help me with all your strength, even i died, your can continue my work. I will do my best to help you, but you need to do your best too, think more deep :) You will understand everything i said ago suddenly, and then you can tell me you understand completely :). I don't know whether only me is the genius in absolute form, but i really think i am not very genius, you should can get the same level as me, even past me :) Thinking is the key, remember this :)

I am really creating a religion, do you understand now? You meet you in the matrix, who help you to make you body become strong, who help you start your thinking, who tell you how to get your girl, i can trust me, i only want to make you as happy as me. Trust every word i said, and do what i told you that how to escape from the matrix, then we can meet in the outside of the matrix.

One notice, if you are reading this article in the Internet, try to save a copy of these articles on your computer disk, or even hide one copy on a host in the Internet, yes, we must be carefully.

I go to run 10 rings this night, boy, don't forget keep you body strong :) I still go to do sports every one or two days. And, i find, once you start your thinking, you won't stop it, i am thinking even when i am running, although i can't make my ideology more high, i can make it more wider by thinking. Keep your body strong is very important, for i, if my body can't keep strong, i will can't bear the burden of thinking hour by hour, day by day, year by year! Don't worry, i can bear this burden easily, at least presently :)

We must be brave! I understand why Nietzsche often say this word now, yes, even everything correspond to our ideology, there still have many obstacle, even our ideology is right, court a girl is not so easy a thing. We must be brave, we must believe our ideology! Many philosopher, many thinking man is encouraging us, lets be brave!

I have a sense, if i court icelotus failed, my ideology will need to rebuild :( icelotus seems be corrupted too deep, yes, she is corrupted by these weak boys for two years :( She has too many boy around her! my God! May be i need to find some girl to beat her! Girls only want love, she alway in the love affair with other boys(i mean icelotus), what we do is remove her love, make she only love me. Can i remove girl from my ideology? it is too much a trouble about girl! But i know i can't, girl is the component of the my ideology's foundation.  May be Nietzsche is completely right, girl is woman. my philosophy thinking seems agony now :( I even see my miserable future life, it is the price for truth :( No! if my religion, our genius religion is widely spread in the world, then we can control girl by control her education! We must won! Continue spread our ideology! Yes, fix on one girl may be a mistake! I was thought we should rape her mind first, then rape body, may be it need to turn reverse, but only we genius religion controlled the world, we can do this. philosophy, agony. My articles is deleted in "feeling" board by icelotus today, with many worm reply it :(

When i am outside of the matrix, why i need to bring others out? i get the answer, by bring more and more people out, we changed the world, but, just fall in another matrix? Any way, get out the current matrix first! It should not be falling into another matrix, even it is, it is a better matrix, the change described in these two paragraphs in "Sex and Character":"Our age is not the most Jewish but the most feminine...", you can find it in "genius religion" or the end of Chapter "Judaism".

No, i should not doubt, every thing happened is still correspond to my ideology. Once we succeed, the others won't meet so much trouble as us, yes, defeat Christianity is hard, but we will surely success, and then, genius religion will last for thousands years.

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G Shantz:

 Damn those pigs! Don't pay them heed!

Hu Zheng:

Try talking and thinking at the same time! Now that's a skill worth developing!

I admire your efforts at getting me out of the matrix.

Instead of building an ideology, don't you think it might be more useful to unconstruct existing ones?

Just some thoughts.

Greg


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Lbartoli:

To Huzheng:

Hello there.

So you're going to change the world, are you? You're going to tease the many out of the matrix, is that it?

Are you intoxicated with that which has ensnared you, philosophy, idealism, and in your drunkeness hopes which have no hope seem hopeful. But you're far from the first, many have gone before you, full of hope, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, nearly certain of success, blinded by the newness, rareness, and beauty of their discovery.

Don't let anyone distract you from your chosen path. Let not man, or god, or even reason deter you, not for a moment. Push on, be a man of honor, make your parents proud and your classmates jealous. Save the ungrateful many from their Matrix prison, if you can.

Change the hearts and minds of men, and if not then at least strive with all that is in you toward that Perfection which is your birth-right. Then in calm and without regret, die a willing death, watching the many sinking lost, smiling in pity and in wonder.

Leo
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Here is Kevin Solway's reply mail to me, i find many of you would like to trust him than me, as him have researched philosophy for scores of years, and written down several books, but you really should trust me more, although i am only a boy, i am the philosophy genius! But, i still admire him very much, it is him help me get into the philosophy world, although i don't agree with his ideology very much(But our foundation is almost the same, as we both regard "Sex and Character", but the higher part is not the same), but Kevin Solway said this in "Poison for the Heart":"Your best spiritual friend must also be your best enemy", we are :) I even think Kevin Solway may be the first man who understand my ideology :)

Re: I may be disturbing you, but please...
Wed, 29 Oct 2003 00:31:01 +1100

Hello Huzheng,

I have been reading your articles, and I have enjoyed them. I haven't responded till now because I wanted to let your growth in ideas happen naturally.

One of the reasons Weininger died so young was that he developed *too* rapidly.  He was like a giant tree that grew so fast that it didn't have time to put down the roots necessary to give it stability, and long-term sustenance. The tree only just had time to flower before it collapsed.

Your enthusiasm is just what you need to be a great thinker, but you need to be able to sustain it continuously, 24hrs a day, week after week, year after year. That's something you will have to work on.

One way to help you think about this is to imagine what you want to be doing 6 months from now, 12 months from now, and 2 years from now. Visualize yourself as you want to be at those times. Then visualize what you will have to do, in between times, day by day, and hour by hour, to make it happen in the real world. There needs to be a consistency throughout the timeline. What you do and say now will need to coincide with what you do and say one year from now. Any inconsistency will be a failure, and should be avoided as much as possible, as inconsistencies destroy philosophy.

China has gained a reputation for being able to reformulate, or even copy ideas from other countries, but for some time it has not been so good at originating and developing too many new ideas itself. That will be at least part of the culture you have personally inherited, and is something you will have to contend with as a special problem.

An associated difficulty is that individualism is strongly discouraged in China, through long years of Confucianism. Yet thinking requires total individuals, who think their way to conclusions regardless of what those around them may think. That too is a cause for serious concern, if it is within one.


Kevin Solway

PS: You're welcome to quote from this post in one of your essays if you like.
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It is 2003.10.30 3:57, i get up and start writing this because i can make sure i can't fall asleep if i don't writ down this immediately :) I have already publish all my articles in http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/philosophy/ and if you visit http://stardict.sourceforge.net/, you can see i add a "Genius Religion" link to it. StarDict have many users(one million) over the world, you see, i have the power to spread my ideology, and, i have already start spread my ideology! the member of genius religion will grown up soon! And, another important discover, I find, my thinking always get highest when i am masturbating in the middle night, please don't use the prejudice from the matrix on masturbate, i really suggest you try thinking while masturbating in the middle night, when masturbating, your emotion won't affect you, your desire from the deepest heart can help you to find the utmost truth, the whole world, the matrix, can't affect you completely, i found the utmost truth when masturbating violently that night! Try this method of thinking! Recent days, i always written down a article in the daytime, and then go sleep, think in deep in the midnight when masturbating(I don't masturbate every night :) but frequently recently), and write down the idea get last night, develop the thinking spark which find last night further, modify the note, correct the spell etc, then publish it.

What i get this night? I confirmed my ideology! icelotus have the strongest desire to be rape by mind as she is the girl in girl(So she acquaint many boy, be courted by many boy, but always refuse all of them, including me), only i can rape her, those weak boys can't, it will surely i will rape her mind one day! I will continue my court in my next two years, but i may can get her soon. Maybe her articles is very valuable for research too(as the girl in girl), i will collect her articles to you soon, but they are written in Chinese, i hope one member of genius religion can translate it to English soon :)

Do you find so many lucky happen on me? So i am the founder of genius religion! So i can defeat Jesus! These lucky is accumulate by our geniuses' 2000 years' fight! Jesus is not the savior of human, he is the devil, he is the man who have the sin in absolute form! I am the savior of human really, i am the genius of absolute form! yes, i know i am the savior of human, because i love all the human indeed! i know my heart! and i fear blood by instinct! I will feel faint when i see the blood is shedding, shedding on my body or on the other people's body, yes, i feel faint when i see the body of human is shedding blood, i don't want to see human shed any blood, even a little, every classmate of me know this, i have once be fainted to the ground in the senior middle school. And i never use violence in the recent two years after come to university, never have any trace of violence inclination appear in my mind, because i sometimes use violence on my poor younger brother when i was young, and i get very regret on it when i grown up(I have written down this ago in a dairy, which recorded a dream with my most love younger brother, we live together in the lakefront when both of us are very young, and only we are there), I love my younger brother strongly, from my deepest heart, although he know nothing, he is lazy, he is cowardice, he is a never-thinking boy, I love him! I love him for ever!

I go sleep now :)

Why i find i am a genius, because, everyone i meet in the 20 years, are too stupid, everyone are too stupid, so, if i am not the genius, i can't explain these things, i find them are especially stupid after i find the utmost truth recently day, when i am trying to spread my truth to them. Boy, you will find you are the genius, when you find all the other boys are too stupid, when you understand my ideology.

Another important thing to understand my ideology! Boy, you need to understand sexual intercourse and the woman's body! Yes, this is very important of you to understand female! Watch hundreds of pornographic video! There are numerous pornographic video spreading in the Internet! Do you understand now? Internet is helping us to understand sexual intercourse and the woman's body! No one can stop the pornographic video spreading in the Internet, no one can stop our revolution! We will surely be success! Boy, remove the prejudice which fill your mind by the other stupid people, they said watch pornographic video is bad, but you get this conception is because you are in the matrix! Go, download many pornographic video, watch them, one month or more later, you will understand sexual intercourse and woman's body, which can help you to understand my ideology! i have already watched hundreds of pornographic video, and now i can control my inclination of watch pornographic, please watch it eagerly now! after understand sexual intercourse and woman's body, you will not bother by it anymore, and it can help you understand my ideology, as understand woman.

Let me summarize how to understand my ideology here. First, you need to good at computer and good at English, this is the basis. Second, you need to have a good skill(Programming, Engineering, math, every learning is OK, it need two years to get it, but should have already get it). Then, you can start to read some literature books(you can find them in my "Reading and Thinking note"), listen to classical music, and watch many pornographic video, and if you body is not strong, do fitness for three months.

It is not the fight between male and female(the revolution is fight for both male and female's happy), but it is the fight between Christianity and Genius Religion, i know how to save my life now, yes, i am a little in dangerous, may be a Christian will come and want to kill me(it should won't happen, but i can't make sure of it, Christianity have killed many geniuses ago), so i am most safe to stay in China, Christianity is not strong here.
 
I can only find two boy, Tang Hao and Cai Li, that they can understand my ideology, the boy who can understand my ideology is so few in the world, I hope both of them can believe in genius religion one month later, then they can help me to find more boys. But i am sure the boys who can understand my ideology will be more and more soon. Yes, these boys who good at English and Computer, appear in the Internet.

Thank you, Thinking men, you help me so much, we are together!

It seems my ideology very like the Chinese traditional ideology now, it is said:"girls should be keep virgin until become a wife, and woman have no ability is virtue." Yes, i know why China are good at reformulate now, because Chinese traditional ideology is corresponded to my utmost truth! Although Chinese don't know why should treat woman in that way, but it is proved to be right by practice in the 5000 years' history, and not until now, after i absorb Otto Weininger and Nietzsche's thought, we get to know why we should treat woman in that way. So even some foreigner can invade China, they can't perish China, but be assimilated by China(you can know this by China's history), it seems western countries' philosopher will accept my ideology soon, although i get it from Otto Weininger and Nietzsche, it is almost the same as China Traditional ideology. Please don't think i want to defeat western countries, i have already explained this in the article "Genius Religion", please read it. Western philosophy is merged with Chinese tradition ideology now! China proved it as right by practice in the 5000 years, western philosophy get it at last by researching for so many years! Now we get the utmost truth! it have already been proved to be right by China, and we get to know why it is right by western countries philosophy! I merge them at last! Oh, dear, i get it! My thinking is still getting higher, or i start to prove what i said ago, i only start to write the first sentence, so don't miss any small thinking spark appeared in my mind last night, and as now thinking while writing, it get this so valuable idea!

Spread my article to every philosopher in the world!