We are in a matrix
2003.10.27
If man never being thinking, he is in the matrix. Only by start thinking, you can get the utmost truth of human, you can understand my ideology, then you can escape from the matrix!
All the 12 hundred million of Chinese people have fall in a matrix, every of them, none of them have ever being thinking for one second! In fact, i think, the whole human on the earth are fall in the matrix. Yes, do you remember the film "matrix", some one have already sense the matrix, it is me, will break this matrix, with the utmost truth of human, all present truth is false, there is only one truth! I will change the whole human social in my life time, i will create the new human social, which i described ago in my old articles. After the new society created, every man get to be thinking, philosophy, science, art, etc. will develop much faster than ago, every man is philosopher, every one is scientist, every one is artist, more or less. I and Tang Hao will change the whole world just like Mao Zedong and Zhou Enlai changed the whole China ago(Tang hao told me this cool idea), we will spread the ideology which come out by my merging the western philosophy and Chinese traditional ideology, we have enough time to spread it, we are calmed now, even this great ambition is generated in our mind, we have no trace of exciting, my exciting was highest and past when i get the utmost truth that night(I even don't dare to sleep, which will stop my consciousness temporarily), and now as i am using it, there have not exciting. We will do our work step by step. We are different to everyone else now, they only care for their own life, but their life is not controlled by themselves, they don't know why life turn to become this, they think life is full of magic, no, just as all the Chinese's life was totally controlled by Mao Zedong, never thinking people's life are controlled by thinking people in fact(my classmates go to classroom according to the school timetable, i can't change my timetable, so i don't go to classroom according to the timetable but always doing my own affairs as i am thinking), we will control the life(happy life) of human before them start thinking, their life is design by us, controlled by us, which suit for them start thinking one day, or suit for their children start thinking one day. Why we have this power? Because we know the utmost truth of human. After more and more people get the utmost truth, our happy life start, philosopher's happy life, more deep than pig's happy. I will bring more and more man out of the matrix, by make him start thinking. The whole world is a matrix, only we are out of it, because, our mind is out its running, we know the theory of how it is running, so we can anticipate it, and change it by our action. You may afraid i will become a emperor or a dictator like Mao Zedong, no, i am different from him, i despise him, we won't set up a political party, all present parties are still in the matrix, only we are out of the matrix, but our body are in the matrix too, being a normal people in the matrix, but our mind are out of the matrix by thinking, we are different from any party, they are doing their best to stop people from thinking, we are doing our best to help people start their thinking, after thinking, they found them get high, to keep their high, they stop others from thinking, but we find we get highest by thinking, and start to help others to get as high as us. This revolution have no smoke, no war, no violence(we never use violence, although our body is strong), only the ideology spreading quietly, for more detail of this revolution hold by us, read the "Please recover all my articles" section which collected in the article "Some recent pastes", it is the revolution manifesto in fact.

Everyone of us should learn three languages at least, the first, your mother language, the second, English, and the third, which used to spread our ideology to these who only know their mother language. StarDict and ReciteWord will help you to study the languages.

Everyone of us good at computer, so we can use computer as a tool of our thinking, use Internet to spread our ideology, and we use Linux as our operating system, Linux is born with the Internet too, we are more a less a Linuxer too.

Everyone of us must have strong body, You can make your body turned from weak to strong just by two years or even half an year. Go running for one year, do fitness for three months, then train long running, such as 10 ring every two day for one month, and then often do swimming, skating etc, we only fond at these sports which you can play with yourself or at least two(with your girl). Two genius come together and do sport together can't happened easily. Yes, we don't play with these pigs. Why i say them are pigs? because they never be thinking, their happy are pig's happy, they won't understand our happy, the happy of philosophers.

Everyone of us have one strong skill, we can alive by it, and the experience come from when you study it deep will help you to study philosophy, understand our ideology.

Everyone of us have the interest on literature and art, they can help our thinking.

Who you are then, yes, you are the super man which Nietzsche described, super man, can get out of the matrix. It should not be occasional that my nick name is "bogey ray", which i get 5 years ago, long before i touch philosophy, now i am the lightning.

And, as we are strongest, everything we will do depend on ourselves, as others are weaker to us, we can't depend on them.

We are noble, we are noble because we trust we respect ourselves as noble, we know we are genius, we only trust ourselves, because the utmost truth is only in our mind. But we are not selfish, for example, we develop free software, i was a free software develop ago, i developed StarDict and Reciteword.

These boys who appear in the Internet are easiest to accept our ideology, become one of us, as their desire for truth are most strong.

You need to try to start write notes as me, record what you are doing everyday, and at last, you find it turned out to be thinking notes, because, at last, what are you doing? Thinking.

Our connection is loosely, each one of us only know several others, and it is most like we are at the different side of the earth, but we are communicated by Internet and connected together by the ideology, we are everywhere, go everywhere, all of us have(or will have) the experience of go abroad, leave the born environment to explore the world.

Do i despise girls? no, i have already explained this in "The fourth essay". Do i hate girls? no, everyone of us have his girl, he is courting her(raping her mind. as female is mind-less, but you need to get your mind first, by understanding the utmost truth of human), he is trying to make her become his wife(after succeed in rape her mind, you can rape her body, then she love you indeed, you love her indeed, she become your wife). 

Now i look at my roommates, everything they are doing and saying are all non-sense, all of them are in the matrix, they never be thinking, they never exists. I won't communicate to them, seldom talk to them, as they can't understand my theory, i will only communicate with genius or these boys who will become(in fact, he is genius in born, but didn't find this yet) genius. I seldom speak now, always being silence, but often be writing, i don't like them, i won't feel restrained if don't chatter something, opposite, i feel my thought get most freely now, by writing and communicate to other genius, our thought is mostly free. As i am almost always thinking, when you are thinking, you are not talking. I seldom being laughing, but always be smiling, if laugh, i laugh to myself, for a new thought find in my mind after thinking :)

I telephoned icelotus this afternoon, but failed to get she out to talk. But, still, her reply mail, her words, all her actions are correspond to my theory. Her mind haven't rape by me yet, even her old mind didn't clean yet, as her actions are very attractive to these weak boys, it have none attraction to me(but make me titter, so innocent she is, i very like her), her present mind is analyzed by me completely, but why i still court her? Because she is the girl in girl, she is sex-compliment to me, i know the utmost truth, i know i can rape her mind at last, i know she will love me, i will love her. What can indicate her mind is raped by me? When she agree that i am a genius. She will agree with this soon. Do you find the rape i mean is not the rape your think now? read my articles more deeply!

I just start thinking after that night which i describe in "My fate, My Death", and after i past Nietzsche's go mad, i write down "The fourth essay", and after i past Otto Weininger's commit suicide, i write down "The utmost truth of the human". "The fourth essay" and "The utmost of truth" are the essence.

Human know he is human, pig don't know this, and may don't agree with this, human never ask pigs:"Do you think i am a human?". Yes, we are genius, we needn't ask the others:"Do you agree that i am a genius?"
And, do you find, after you understand the utmost truth, no exciting, no sorrow will appear in your mind, you always be calmed, because everything go as the utmost truth described.

If a man have no mind, never being thinking, he is not a man :) he is not human, but pig and they don't exists :)

When you agree that i am the genius indeed, you will find your role in this world and get to know your fate at the same time, you will get to know you are a genius too at the same time, every man is more or less a genius, as i have already described ago, this is the biggest revolution in the human history, because it will change everyone's mind, make they start thinking.

After i have get out of the matrix, i have get Tao Hao out of the matrix now, the third, is you!

You see, my thinking have no trace to stop these days, it get higher and higher, i have already get the utmost truth, and now i am building a ideology which based on it.

There may be still some fault on our thinking, but, just by thinking and thinking, we will surely get something at last! I will continue thinking, and continue reading, continue communicating :) You see, we are surely becoming stronger and stronger just as we are thinking day and day, especially compare to these never think boys, they never get progress :) Our body is stronger than all of them now, two years ago i am the weakest, and we are getting more excellent than them in every fields now, because they satisfy with the life in the matrix, only want to get alive(but they don't exists as so), and get no progress.

I start to paste my articles in those foreign philosophy forums, it is a very pleasure, completely different from these China BBS. I find, they have totally no any conscious of deleting articles. Some of they support my view, some of they attack my view, if some one don't know what i am saying, he add a ? as the comment, but all of them have read every words of my articles. These "genius" such as the China bbs master, read my articles by one second, pressing the "PageDown" key, and get the result that this is a garbage, which different form their articles, their garbages. If my articles are garbages, time will remove it, if it is not, it can't be remove by your deletion. Why you are so fond at cleaning garbage? The world is full of garbages that you can never clean them by clean them directly as there are so many never thinking people are producing garbage. If you are busy thinking, do you have time to clean garbages? no, if you are thinking, you will busy creating valuable things(because the valuable thing is so few in the world) and let the time to clean the numerous garbages. You despise the cleaners who work in the street in your heart, but you are a cleaner in thinking fields in fact. I don't despise these cleaners who work in the street, i love them, i love all the human, although i know it is hard to make them start their thinking, i know their children are full of hope. I despise you, the cleaner in thinking fields, because you have the prejudice in your mind, you never be thinking as yourself, but you do your best to stop others from thinking, make them don't be thinking too as you.

I bought a German language studying book yesterday, StarDict have deu-eng and eng-deu dictionaries too. I begin to study my third language now :) It will be fast as i have already get the experience by study English. Tang Hao have already be good at Dutch, i need to catch up with him :)