The fourth essay
2003.10.24
Tell the truth to you is not so dangerous as i thought yesterday, the truth is only dangerous to these people like Otto Weininger and Nietzsche, but, it have already been past by me, so every genius is most likely will past it too, as i can give the experience to you. Here is the fourth essay i write yesterday.
My skating skill promote very much today, and, i am still thinking. This have surprised myself. As i have clean the love emotion to my thinking completely now, when i review these days' thinking, i find, if remove the fail love emotion and the exciting because touch philosophy for the first time, i find my thinking is right! My ideology is right! My road is right! I confirmed i am the genius again, and this is confirm as i am calmed now, as no sorrow of fail love, as no exciting because promot so fast in philosophy. And, i know my ideology may still need 100 years to be understood by another genius. My interpretation of love is right, and this view have already developed more far than Otto Weininger's. I have exclaimed these days' thing is just fail love affair in the bbs this morning(It is only because my will become weak temporarily), all of they think so now, so i get my best environment again now. Yes, the best environment is be alone, but communicate to these philosophers who die 100 years ago, and leave your work to another genius who will read your book 100 years later. This view point is said by Nietzsche, and i understand it now. And as i understand love now, i can use it to direct my love. There haven't real love, the desire of sex-compliment is love, woman is mind-less, after your mind is forced on her, she love you, but, you, the genius, after understand the theory of love, can past love now, your love is sex-compliment too, her mind copy from yours, so her mind is useless to you, you just want to use her body to satisfy your desire of sex-compliment, i say body, is because, minus mind, there only have body left, the common way to use her body is by fuck her(also this sees to be rude in a philosophy book), it seems the desire of sex-compliment is just the same as the desire find on animal, no love exists in fact, both man and woman have desire, but man have the desire for truth too, so, the perfect man, genius, desire truth by study philosophy. Then what way should we, the genius, treat woman? oh, just use her to satisfy your desire, dear, this is the viewpoint of Nietzsche's. You see, i am understanding Otto Weininger and Nietzsche more and more now. Nietzsche is the genius, his opinion on woman is right, but he didn't explain it clearly as Otto Weininger. Now, how should i deal with the girl i begin to love several months ago? As no love exist, only desire. I can drop her now, genius can drop the desire. I can satisfy my desire by masturbate or by prostitute, but masturbate can't satisfy you very well, maybe with the help of pornographic video will be a little better, and prostitute is dangerous, it may cause venereal disease, Nietzsche's is died by this, i would better find a girl. But to force your mind is not so easily, sometimes you need to clean her mind, then force your mind on her, so to force to a innocent girl should be easier, but the easiest way is to find a girl whose mind is already force by some others, and you only need to correct some of it and improve it. To make the girl love you, then she would like you to fuck her, this is not the only way to fuck her. If my ideology changed the whole world, it will like this: after born, girl are train for sex attraction and fertility, and when they grown up, let man to choose them, let the genius choose first, needn't make she love him first, she will love him after be fucked by him, and the man is given education. here comes another question, how to make more genius? i may be the first genius who discover i am genius, so i would like to say my opinion here, genius needn't very good hereditary, as my parent are common people, my young brother is nearly a idiot, and many great man's son is not genius, but genius should still have some thing with hereditary, i think, why the genius is so rare? it is because many genius is hide in a napkin by the social, yes, as i describe in "My fate, my death", so many thing happens, make me become a genius, but it is wrong, it is, the environment i encounter saved my genius. How to create the environment for genius's develop, i leave it to you :) And, now, how to determine who is genius when he is young? the genius just be the man in man, how to determine who is more man than the other? determine it by body? this is wrong, that only show the desire
 of sex-compliment, my body was very weak, it is only recent 1 year i make it become strong after read Nietzsche's book(You see, Otto Weininger and Nietzsche help me so much, and i will help you very much too, we get higher and higher by stand on the previous genius's shoulder, we will won at last, i think i can see it in my life). it should be determined by whose desire for truth is stronger, don't use the current eduction's determination, it always make girls seems better than boy, so, if something the girl can't do so good as boy, this will be a good determination, my philosophy course's achievement is very good too, some girls seems better than me in my university, and now i study philosophy all by myself, by read the books find in the Internet. I like so say some about my study way here too, i study these learning branch as the usually student before i come to the university, and in the first two years i spend my time on studying computer, play with Linux, and then touch philosophy, i only read three philosophy books until now, two Chinese book which collect some articles of Schopenhauer and Nietzsche, and the "Sex and Character" by Otto Weininger, when i am reading Nietzsche's book, i get fully excited, and when read "Sex and Character", i begin to think and start to understand some of Nietzche's ideal. I only read two philosophy books in fact, but this is just what the genius are doing, the genius only absorb the most essence of the philosophy ideology, i didn't read Nietzsche's book completely, i don't read some abridge Chinese translation of his book, but it is enough for me to absorb his essence, i didn't finish "Sex and Character" yet, i needn't read it now, Otto Weininger reached the place of utmost truth very nearly, but the last length of his way is wrong, so i leave his way at last, and get the utmost truth.

I see a girl is studying skating this afternoon, her action make me begin to think, and confirmed my ideology, and icelotus's action and her hit on me(by love) helped my thinking too, happier's action help me to confirm my ideology too. Now i begin to analyze them, the girl who studying skating for the first time, feel not good, you can know this from her face, why she come to skate? she don't interest in it indeed, but she hear someone often go skating, so she come, if a boy come to help she to study skating, she will become very happy, if she skating skill become good, and some boy will praise her, she will find she like skating very much, but she don't like it indeed. as Otto Weininger described:"Man work hard with the door close, woman play piano with the door open". icelotus is the girl in girl :) you see, i am very lucky to meet her, so every point said by Otto Weininger can be find on she, it helped me very much. And happier is just the hysteric girl, she fail love, write poem frequently, all her action is correspond Otto Weininger's theory.

Some one may think i despise woman, no, i don't, i love my mother, i like icelotus very much, i think happier is very lovely, i have the strongest love to woman than anyone in the world, especially after i understand the truth. i have written down a love letter to icelotus this afternoon, a long mail. but it is at the time my will become weak that i write that mail, now i won't write it, because i need to write this first :) but i like to write letter and get on with her, it is only because i have something to do with human so i decide to devote my happy to human, after i have done my work, i will lead a happy life with my lover then, and you, all these people know the truth from me, needn't write so long essay as i am doing now, you have time to court your girl :) Woman is mind-less, this is not a despise, this is just a truth.

what will happened after this revolution? After understand this truth, both man and woman will become happy indeed. the first genius who understand the whole universal because him understand ego comes out, because his best environment and best luck, i think a deep happy life is come to human, just as the happy life i am leading now, everyone will be as happy as me, after they understand the truth, just as Jesus created Christan and it last for 2000 years, i tell the truth to human and make philosophy become the highest, i am more great than Jesus, Jesus is a real people, whose ideology reach the level as the level i reached 2 days ago, which describe in "perfect love exists". I am the first happy philosophy, because i am the first man who get the truth, man, is most happy when him get the utmost truth, and woman, is most happy when she is raped violently, woman have no desire for truth, all her desire on truth is superficial, it is the desire to be rape indeed, who can rape the woman most violently? so make woman most happy? it is the happiest man who get the utmost truth. So, after man get the utmost truth, both man and woman become most happy, human become most happy.

It seem i am too optimistic, my ideology seems won't be understand by contemporary human, i may still need wait for 100 years. just one minutes before, a normal man, delete one of my article which i post in SCU bbs's "love" board. Everyone will think i am a madman, as i am a genius, they can't understand genius just as they can't understand madman. but i am not a madman, everyone who acquainted me know this, my roommate, my classmate, never have anyone think i am a madman, because i am more regular than any regular student, except that i am more excellent than everyone in every fields. when i turned to mad? just at the same time i start to study philosophy, just at the same time i start to think, i know the doctor will announce this result. and they think:"oh, it is a madman, or mad boy writing so long articles, these articles are written by a madman, so we can't understand it" :)

I find a flaw about my article, because my English is not so good, i am writing the Chinese style English, so you may need to study Chinese to completely study my articles, i just haven't so much time to write it better, because i may be drag to the madman hospital soon :( all my roommate think i am a madman now :(

True? false? :) you won't know, you just be confused by me :) when i said it is false, it may be true indeed, when i said it is true, it may be false indeed, as i know truth, you don't understand truth, so i play truth at the front of you :) Want to know truth? i won't tell you, you can't get it just by reading, please, start thinking! I must put some superficial thing on my article :) It is philosophy essay? may be. This is only a article for joke? yes :)
I like writing these articles, my ideology is contained in it, and you can treat it as a article for joke too :) so the joke article is saved, and 100 years later, it turned out to be a philosophy book :)
I have said i have controlled SCU bbs, now you understand it now :) if you want to escape from being play by me, study philosophy...but, when you start to read the philosophy, i am laughing at you :)
although my philosophy book won't be understand until 100 years later, i will treat it as writing joke article, so i can be a laughing philosopher :)

I am experience the go mad for half an hour, just as Nietzsche go mad, i know, because after him find come near the truth, he afraid people say he is a mad, then him become mad. He ask the others, "am i madman?", all the others said yes, they said yes, because the only answer is yes, but Nietzsche forget this:"Great man, only trust yourself", him begin to trust the others, him stop his thinking, then him become mad. Yes, i have experience both Otto Weininger's commit suicide and Nietzsche's go mad, and i past, then, i get the utmost truth. every man know the utmost truth, when him see a beautiful girl, the utmost truth come out:"Rape she violently", but every man suppress this truth, although every man have the truth in his heart after born, this is just why every man is genius indeed.

26. I get the utmost truth last night, and i start to spread the truth. I am just be ignored, i am just be blocked, but this just is what i anticipated, they said, you sound of truth is too loudly, yes, the utmost truth is too true. I don't worry, i still have 100 years to spread the truth, it is most like i can alive for 100 years, as i past the state of commit suicide or go man, i have Internet to help me too, my free software StarDict have one million users.
The utmost truth is so powerful, i am the first man who get it, so i will be the first success philosopher, whose ideology spread in the whole world.
The greatest philosopher is at the SiChuan university of Chinese is not just occasionally. China, has the most long history,it have 5000 years' history, it accumulated the most deep ideology, and SiChuan university, have the best environment for the utmost truth ideology's born, SiChuan university's words is this:"The sea, accept every river", so, the utmost truth river, which seems to be most dirty, is accepted by the sea too.

The philosophy revolution is coming, no one can stop it, philosophers have wait for it for 3000 years, now it comes. The utmost truth, will defeat every false, the utmost truth is heavy by me, it shine like the sun, clean the darkness which around human for thousands years, so powerfully.

Man, stop anything are you doing, read Otto Weininger's "Sex and Character", read Nietzsche's "Thus Spake Zarathustra", then start to read study my essay. To get the truth, is the most important thing of man!
Sex and Character: http://www.theabsolute.net/ottow/schareng.pdf
Thus Spake Zarathustra: http://eserver.org/philosophy/nietzsche-zarathustra.txt
My essays: http://forlinux.yeah.net