Reading and Thinking note
I would like to try any new good idea, and put it into practice immediately. 
19. I am thinking, thinking continuously, to find a word to describe it, that is "Thinking Sparkle". It generate one after another systematically, solved a problem, then come another, the thinking is shining, then fade, but another thinking come and shinning again... I needn't write down these thinking, needn't.... I want to stop thinking, but can't.
20.Thinking is a good thing, it can guide your action, and confirm your action. But, Action is more important! I go to the boxing course, and then go dancing this morning, things all happen as i envisaged, this is not so good a feeling. I go to bed early today as want to think in the bed.
21.StarDict's win32 port started today, it should last for one week, then release in September 28 :). The compile and link problem solved in the morning, the main window pop up in the afternoon, and the querying work in the evening :)
22.Setting can be save and take effect in the morning, system tray icon be ok in the night, the windows API is so BAD!
23.Sound work now, gnome_url, gnome_help, gnome_about, installer...hoho, it seems all porting finished.
24.StarDict-2.4.1 released, the win32 port is very cool :) i go to the skating course this afternoon, hoho, my skating skill is the best in the students, it is a very pleasure :). I go to the Linux course this night, reading 10 pages' "Gone with the wind" feels very good, those words are so beautiful.
25.reading "Alice's Adventures in Wonderland". Cai Li tell me a good website: http://calvino.yeah.net, it collected many English books, haha, it is most likely i will finish them all.
26.Dived in to the smth.org's philosophy board until my eyes can't afford it. Things are inevitable, even you can foresee it, but fighting for it is interesting. The only true factor is powerful.
27.Philosophy is so useful! It help me a lot, and its effort exceled my anticipate, hoho, so powerful than your can imagine. A revolution is coming, i have induced it, i am so happy waiting it, just as the petrel happy flying on the sea waiting for the rainstorm's coming. Ming Zhang, a StarDict user, and a Ph.d Student in University of Rhode island, mailed to me and would like to recommend me to some professors who are his good friends. I am very happy with his mail, it encouraged me a lot. And his life is cool, just being my dream life, http://www.ele.uri.edu/~mingz/. i am very glad to acquaint a new friend :) "Alice's adventures in wonderland" finished, the most impressive sentence to me is "Dinah my dear", once i had a cat too, i love it just as Alice love Dinah, but it is dead by the mice poison, my father just threw it, i find it in the laystall, with my little shovel, i buried it, that is a snow day, i cover its corpse with snow, then with clay, a women with a baby in her hand watched a little boy sobbed in the outside one hour or two. I still have some scotch tape in my diary which saved its footprint. Tang Hao and i both agreed that education is important and a Ph.d program is necessary.
28.Reading some anthropology articles, i have grow more intertesting in sociology and etc, but i still like computer science :) hoho, Linux kernel. Start reading "Through the looking-glass". Read a good sentence: i am the master of my fate, i am the captain of my soul.
29.I am so so so happy, as i find during the period after acquainted Hu Yan, i progressed so much, i would like to express my deepest thanks to her here, Hu Yan, Thank You!....I feel so sad in the night as raining. Life, so satisfied, can really satisfy you? I skim a biology book this night, it can't make me feel better :(
30.I feel happy again :) exciting will make your nerve get tired, then sadness come :) Keep you body good, then you will feel good. "Through the looking-glass" get finished. Start read "The Metamorphosis". I go dancing this night, it is interesting, and i find i can view people clearly, yes, dancing, thinking. Never trust the thinking which produced in the room.
The reason i don't go the have these courses, is that i study to those great masters directly by Internet, but not drink the rabbit's soup's soup. Most people are told that the car is important to you, the big house is important to you, you should fight for it, then you spend your whole life on it, you may get the car, then you find the helicopter is more important to you. They just told you that to keep you busy fighting for life and stop you from thinking. Most students are given many useless courses, and be told that you should remember these sentences, you should study hard on it. You are busy studying, never found that your never being thinking.

October 1. I get some photos of icelotus and laugh for the whole day, haha, haha, so lovely, so interesting, haha, i understand it suddenly, it nearly burst my sides, haha :)). The seems hardest issue will get a easiest answer at last :_).
This is my interest: Strong body, computer science, philosophy ,literature and sociology.
2. Go to mount EMei and traveled for two days.
4. Playing quake, happy killing and being killing. Ming Zhang's words:"life keeps changing and this is the magic of life". hoho, the magic life is so nice.
5. I am completely annoyed by "The Metamorphosis", Kafka has his father, hist mother and his young sister, i have my father, mother, and young brother. I hate you just as you hate blackbeetle! I never hate blackbeetle, mouse etc, i like them, i admire their vitality. Once i am niped by a mouse of the finger, after i am awoken, i just feel happy and interesting, oh, little mice, you are so hungry and lovely, if you don't flee, i will surely feed you something happily. "The Metamorphosis" get over, start reading "The Communist Manifesto", Marxist's thinking should be useful to me just as Nietzsche's. I feel very sad again :( i am me, only. My quake skill is still so good, i beat He Mingxing strippingly :)
6. Reading "The Communist Manifesto" 150 years after it is written is interesting. It is just a sank ideology. While reading the first chapter, you can see its limit easily. While reading the second chapter, i get startled on it. I understand "1984" more clearly. Yes, German's Nazis and Russia's Communist is just a pair. China's communist is not the exactly communist now. I understand the history more clearly. The history is not changed by some person, but by the immaterial ideology. I am Hu Zheng, Hu Zheng isn't me, it is only my name, you are communicating with Hu Zheng, not me. Start reading Henry David Thoreaue's "Walden".
I go the ran 10 rings every two days, go skating twice per week, go dancing once per week, study boxing in the weekend, hoho, i like those sports that have no much rules and you can play with yourself or at most two.
I always remember this Chinese aphorism:"lived by worry, died by ease", are you leading a ease and happy life always? Be aware, you are becoming an idiot, you will be over. I see someone are leading the ease life, and consider their future should not be bad, hoho, i can foresee their tedium and misery future life that them can't get rid of.
7.Listen to classic music and read "Walden" is a very pleasure, i will try one month's reclusion half year later, that will be interesting and cool, hoho, i will do it.
8. Zhang Yong released the Linq-2.0al version, so cool, the new client is developed using QT library, this is the right choice(the previous version is my gtkmm client). May be i need to return to the computer field and help LinQ's development for one month. Oh, i get fully busy again :_) Skating is interesting, especially only you are dazzling there :) I decided to still leave LinQ's develop group, because i am fully attracted by philosophy, all my interest moved on this :) and, LinQ have already past the hardest period, i am no longer so important now, Zhang Yong can done it. :) i am sure Zhang Yong will success, LinQ will success. I am glad to have acquainted Zhang Yong, we always being good brothers.
9. Kill me please, i don't know how to install mine sweeping for your win98, i don't know how to make a web page that can click for 3 times, please kill me! Hi, I know nothing about computer. I resigned the SCU bbs's Linux board master today, i have be there for two years, and it is now to go.
10. Reading "Animal Farm". Browse the bbs's History board for the whole afternoon and the evening. Here is some of my naked photos: http://reciteword.cosoft.org.cn/huzheng/ :). I feel happy this night, but i think i should be little grieving in the heart. Drop your hope, then no lost; drop your love, then no sorrow. Playing, Happying? No, never!
11. Boxing, dancing, very interesting :) America have "Gone with the wind" for the woman, China only have "Pilgrimage to the West" for the man, so i think the condition of American women is higher, when will China's "Gone with the wind" be out? I go dancing this night, we changed so much. All appearance is just in vain, beautiful is just hallucination, i understood this. Overpass it, you must.
How can i alive without suffering :)
12. "Animal Farm" get over, it is so good a book. It is written about history, but written before history happens. Animalism? Communism? "Modern man was inadequate to cope with the demands of his history." Start reading "Sex and Character" by Otto Weininger and some other articles find in http://www.theabsolute.net/minefield/index.html, The Thinking Man's Minefield, a very good philosophy website.
13. I still receive some Thanks mails intermittently, it is little joy to me :) I get a mail from Tiebing Zhang(StarDict user), he give me some advices and recommend "Mere Christianity" to me and would like to mail it to me as it is hard to get it internal, so kind of him :) He give me this sentence:"Keep your heart of seeking truth and knowledge open. Do not let it been dampened by the material world and the corruption part of the society."
I find my eyes become very beautiful, more beautiful than whoever i have seen :_)
14. All philosophers are good at court woman, if them would like, because them understand woman, Nietzsche may be one of the few exception :) A boy who good at philosopher at the age of 20 can be a perfect maiden killer if he have time :_) Philosophy is useless, these who don't know philosophy said this, but only have them said this :) Philosophy is my most powerful weapon, secretly.
My roommates are all very busy dealing with the assignment, and Wu Chuanhui said to me:"Only you are at leisure", as i am reading, gazing, thinking, smiling, :) I answer to him:"You know, philosophers are always at leisure".
On October 4, 1903, Otto Weininger died by his own hand, at the age of twenty-three and a half years. He is a genius, who could no longer bear the burden of his own ghastly knowledge at the age of 23. I am reading it 100 years later, "with almost religious reverence". I get to know who will be my good friends by "Sex and Character".
I am the MAN.
I mail to some girls of my senior high school classmate these days(for i lack the communicating with them ago), and we chat peacefully, recollecting that period, the senior high school life was so beautiful.
Tiebing Zhang have already send that book to me, and give me a long mail, he is a Christian. To be honest, my philosopher concept is irreligion, i will read the book he send to me, but i will read some irreligion philosopher book first before receiving this book.
15. I buy a month ticket for skating today, i will go skating for one hour every day in the next month, hoho, you can image how cool my skating kill will be then.
I am born with Internet.
Tang Hao have build his website today, http://jdict.yeah.net, super cool.
16. A idea appears in my thought, a very cool idea, or a very cool discovery, it will change the history! I need another several months to mature this idea, then i will build a new website for it. Super Man. 100 years ago. now it come.
My application of open the "Thinking" board in SCU bbs is denied, hoho, yes, thinking is dangerous, most people can't afford it. I need to change my environment, this is confirmed again now.
"Sex and Character" is so great a book, i learn many thing from it, hurry reading.
I have a sense that i am a philosophy genius. I get to know my way...
Apply philosophy to daily life will get you the feeling of using magic :)
I cut my hair to 0.68 cm today, and buy a cap, it is very cool and look more younger :)
Go skating this night, flying there with the music :_)
Drink some grape wine of Wang Wenzan's, it taste good...hoho, it seems the life is too good now :) The most happy life comes from the mental life.
17. StarDict added the Macedonian translation :) Where is it?
18. When you understand the ego, you understand the whole world. I stand there, close my eyes, feel the ego, and the external universe. I have the feel of being god, that the feeling of understand everything. Look at myself, that is god. Otto Weininger.
I received the reply mail of Kevin Solway :)
I will study German after the TOFEL examination, but not French, i changed my mind :) So many great philosophers speak German!
I become the most erotic boy in the ball, play with every girls, especially these tall beautiful girl, even a white face yellow hair handsome boy. Otto Weininger can't analyze prostitution completely, i will do this work. My love will be destroyed. I may be die as Otto Weininger, but i would like to devote my life to the utmost value, that is my mission, as being a genius.